One word. Scared.
Analysing back what had I done this first five months of 2014. I'm trully sad thinking of how some people don't even want to look at how much you love them, how much you want them to succeed together with you, how much you want them to be a better person, how much you want to cheerish the last moments being together, how much you want everything to run out smoothly, not only for yourself but for them as well. Ignorant, yes they are. I never had this kind of one big family before which makes me appreciate every single little faces but I doubt any of them knows how I feel.
|That moment when your tongue goes speechless, use your hands to write, or maybe play the musics.|
P/s: you know how it feels when people judge you for having feelings? It's like thousand of knives stabbing right to your. heart 😢😢